have you ever been to the brink of losing everything? well i have. felt it again this morning when i woke up. it is, frankly no surprise to myself according to the fact that i'll be harrassed by the past once in awhile. the actress whom i seriously rate two thumbs up. the deceits, the acts. wow! she should've been the epitome of all movie stars and the role model of all the other actress-es wanna-be(s). she was so good at covering-up. the double identity. of what you ask? no no, she isn't superwoman, nor catwoman, nor any other super heroines you can think of. to me, it was more like a super villain. haha... V-woman. no pun intended. but yea, V as in that kinda V. not virgina you sicko. what other Vs can a MODEST woman have? yes! you're enlightened! VIRGINITY! she kept her secret identity no more until civilian J came into her life and dug it ALL out. what is a relationship without the TRUTH! oh! the horror! (no sarcasm intended... right.) but i still have to give her the utmost credit in moulding my character into what it is today. :) currently, i'm with the best and the prettiest gurl i've ever met in my life till now and perhaps in the future, Tiara. moral of the entry; the TRUTH will ALWAYS PREVAIL, no matter how hard you try to cover-up. :) i should really put much more trust into you than it is currently. afterall, you chose me amongst the others who tried and are still trying to get you. guess i really am one lucky guy eh? heck it, i AM. no regrets, no second-thoughts about it. but all i ask for is the truth in everything. be assured too, i give you my word.